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What misery in here....





It seems that I only come to post in here when I am feeling the lowest of lows.



There are a few positive posts but I think the majority of them is when my depression takes hold.





I'd like to say it won't happen again.... but I think for now I'll just try to do it less and maybe counter balance with lighter things.

The last year and a half has just been a barrage on every area of my life. Nothing is untouched and I am just barely holding on anymore. I have no idea how.... but I'm still here.





I'm miserable. I'm angry and hurt and stressed and exhausted and lonely and terrified and I think in general... just shitty.



I feel like I was just barely treading water but now my legs have seized up and I'm sinking. I've sunk up past my ears and the only thing left above the surface is my face.





I feel like I should fight and struggle against this but I'm so tired and I don't really see a reason to...





Survive or sink?



The question I ask myself everyday.... and the one I don't have the answer too.